Will you forgive me if I'm coming off a little bit obtuse?

Well it's been a minute now since I have had to tell the truth

I know, I can, I won't

 

Suppose I thought that by this moment I would have it figured out

But instead I tend to spend my days consumed by seeds of doubt

I know, I can, I won't

 

Oh darling it goes on and on and on

Always forever 'til I'm barely holding on

End of my tether and I know it won't be long, it won't be long 'til it's gone

 

So here's to my beautiful life

That seems to leave me so unsatisfied

No sense of self but self-obsessed

I'm always trapped inside my fucking head

On and on and on, on and on and on

On and on and on, on and on and on, said

Thought I'd be happier somehow

If you were wondering how I'm feeling now

 

I try to tell myself my best days are the ones that lie ahead

But I'm always looking back on things I wish I'd never said

I know, I can, I won't

 

Oh darling it goes on and on and on

Always forever 'til I'm barely holding on

End of my tether and I know it won't be long, it won't be long 'til it's gone

 

So here's to my beautiful life

That seems to leave me so unsatisfied

No sense of self but self-obsessed

I'm always trapped inside my fucking head

On and on and on, on and on and on

On and on and on, on and on and on, said

Thought I'd be happier somehow

If you were wondering how I'm feeling now

 

I won't lie, I'm a mess yeah

But I'll get there

Now I won't lie, I'm a mess yeah

But I'll get there

 

So here's to my beautiful life

That seems to leave me so unsatisfied

No sense of self but self-obsessed

I'm always trapped inside my fucking head

On and on and on, on and on and on

On and on and on, on and on and on, said

Thought I'd be happier somehow

If you were wondering how I'm feeling now